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BULAN SAKIT :(

uwahhh! lama tak update blog!
lamanya! lamanya! lamanya!!!
bulan Mei ni mmg bukan bulan aku
macam2 kena dekat aq



first, aku kena anaemia
recently aku rasa payah nak bernafas.
bila jog, macam agak sempot sikit
cek2 doc cakap aq kurang hp (haemoglobin)
actually hp aku 11 je
and aq rasa benda tu takdelah serious mana
and aq rasa bukan sbb anaemia aq jadi mcm ni

ni semua mainan minda
aku rasa takut nak jumpa orang
takut nak keluar bersosial
dah macam bukan aku la kesimpulannya
jarang overnight dah... haih..

and lepas je selesai check up sana
timbul masalah baru

aku kena sakit telinga sbb taik telinga aku keras
telinga kanan aq la
so pegi check doc, bagi ubat titis and after 2 days pegi flush and terkeluarlah segala taik telinga aku tu
akan tetapi lepas buat benda alah flush tu, telinga aku makin sakit and i didnt feel any better
bertambah teruk, bertambah berdenyut sakitnya
so pegi klinik swasta and check
doctor india tu kata dalam telinga aku du dah merah bengkak
and aq cakap lepas pada tu hidup aq bergantung sepenuhnya pada pain killer

doc tu bagi aq ubat kurangkan bengkak, antibiotik and pain killer


(ubat ni bercampor ngan ubat darah aku)

and sampai satu tahap, satu malam tu aq dah letih.
badan aku dah mcm tak larat nak mampos so aq terkulai, terlentang kat kerusi
mmg tak larat gila
to add the worst, aku tak lalu makan pulak masa tu
teruk kan?
bertambah tak larat la

masa tu mmg nak kena hantar spital dah
tapi aq tanak
aq tanak and aq tak tau kenapa aq tanak

so now, skang ni... Alhamdulillah.
aku rasa okay la sikit
kesakitan kurang but masih berdenyut
harap2 cepatla sembuh sebelum balik uitm nnti, Ya Allah
aku nak menjalani sem baru ni dengan penuh semangat katekau...!!

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