DILEMMA WITH COURSE

Result is coming...and i still dunno what course that i wanna take. so stress...parents dah push2 tnya course ape yg aq nak...aq ade satu course yg aq nak...ok, let say la kan.. DULU...mark that word, DULU aq nak jadi chef. LOL i know it sounds ridiculous for a Science student like me to choose that career... tapi mmg aq nak jadi chef dulu...

Sebab aq suka cakes, biscuits...anything sweet la...lagipun aq suka tgok design2 cake yg slalu dorg tunjuk kat tv. that's why i dream to have my own restaurant/bakery shop. sound stupid? i know...

tapi aq pnah cuba ckap kat mak aq psal bnda ni...and aq tersentap dgar replied dia..should i write it here?? hmmm...dia kata, "Amik la kerja yg bgus2 sikit, buat apa nak keja2 kat hotel ni kalau dah msok klas sains," see? okk...i never said that i wanna work in hotel...but *sigh*

Aq malu jugakk nak ckap, tapi aq pun rase bapak aq pun xkan setuju kalau aq nk jadi ni. So, i know i'm so disappointed with my own parents...then, i'll pick any jobs that involve food. Chef aq lepaskann...but i'll pick anything that involve food!!!! SEBAB AQ SUKA MAKANAN. =(

Result akan kuar this Monday (28/Feb) maybe la kot...but weird, till now..i'm not feeling nervous yet...hmmm...just hope for a better result...Aminnnn... :)

Comments

MOM

sepanjang aku sakit ni mak memang mainkan peranan untuk aku dia selalu ada kat sisi aku time aku sakit, senang and susah semua tanpa dia, aku takkan boleh hidup sejauh ni dia selalu bagi aku semangat time sakit, aku paling nak mak yang berada kat sisi aku aku tanak orang lain aku nak pegang tangan dia, nak dia cium peluk aku and dia mmg menguatkan aku terima kasih mak untuk segalanya mak mmg penting untuk adik walaupun kadang2 tu adik selalu sakitkan hati mak thanks sbb jaga adik sepanjang adik sakit teruk bulan ni Ya Allah, sembuhkan lah aku agar aku dapat mencipta memori manis bersama mak aku dan agar aku dapat menjalani ibadat dengan sempurna... Just wanna say... appreciate what you have

MAHSA

semalam aq apply MAHSA diam2, tanpa gitau parents aq pun. Then harini, aq dapat call dri MAHSA katanya aq layak masuk sane. Aq apply kos Fisioteraphy coz mak aq nakkkkk kan...=.= so, skang nie dalam dilema. Intake dia 21Mei nie (ke 22Mei, xingat) tapi antara dua tula. Jadiii~ aq pun xtau la camne skang coz now, aq tgah tnggu upu. menunggu nie mmg membosankan and aq dah xsabar nak masuk blaja balik ni! XD haha...kalau aq xnak tunggu, campak jela aq dalam MAHSA tu. kalau aq nak mnuggu, tungguuuuuuuuuu jela. smpi bila tunggu aq pun xtaaaaaaaaaauuuuuu!!!! ade akak ni kata smpai bulan 12 . kalau smpai bulan 12 and tengok2 aq xdapat jugak, mmg..... ~!@#$%^&* la kan!!! buat rugi setahunn je!!! >:( entahlaa...aq nak uitm tu. (apply kos sama gak) tapi......adoi....asal la aq nie asyik tak beruntung je?? =_=;;

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