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WE MET



i met him
a guy who made me cried twice

the moment i saw you
i thought it was a different person because of your hairstyle
later when you met my eyes and you smiled,

ahhh...

it was you

i saw you talked with your friend

uhuh, never mind, i should leave...

just leave and dont look back

then you called my name
my heart thump!
i bit my lips, i didnt want to turn my back but i did
i even slow down my steps

i was stupid
isnt obvious?

i still like him

i like him

you talked with me, you smiled, you acted like the way you used to be with me
it hurts so much
i faked my smiles a lot, you know?

we chat a little bit
we laughed, it was awkward
i hate this

i dont wanna meet with him again
i dont wanna stop my steps when you called my name
i dont wanna fake my smiles,
pretending like nothing happened despite i used to cry because of you

stop doing everything that could make me fall in love with you again
i dont wanna get hurt again and again
it's tiring
it's killing me

one sided love is killing me

but

i cant never let go of this love

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