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Aq mula2 mengalami satu masalh yg agak parah.


BUKAN PERCINTAAN


BUKAN SAMA SEKALI, OKAY?


Persahabatan la.
Seperti yg korang tau...
aq selalu lepak dengan Ejad, Shah.


Memang dua org ni, mmg aq sangat rapat.



Tiba suatu haritu... Ejad mula avoid aq and Shah.
Mati2 aq ingat sebab Ejad jeles.
Bukan jeles apa, Shah da ade awek da. haha
Jeles macam... aq takot dia pikir aq ni mcm rampas kawan baik dia.

sebab bukan apa.
Shah and Ejad da kenal since dorg in high school lagi and aq baru masuk geng dorg.

Boleh jadi macam tu, tau tak?
Aq and Shah pun pikir la sebab aq.

Sepanjang hari yang bermasalah tu, aq menangis.
And Halim la yg jadi listener aq. 
Thanks, weh. 
Malu aq nangis depan kau, giler! (>_<;)

Then..in the middle of crying
aq dapat bbm dari Ejad yg mengatakan.

"Bila masa Ejad marah qijae? Mana ade la.."

Aq terkejut tau, time tu dia da ok dengan Shah.
Ok la fine, alasan dia avoid aq sebab dia sakit...
Then ade la alasan dia.

Masalahnya...some of the excuses that she gave boleh diterima tau...
some not.

Tapi disebabkan aq malas nak pikir apa.
aq just assume kitaorg takde pape.
so...
kami ok la.
Jami balik seperti biasa, bit still awkward.

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