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CONFUSE LAGI...

skang nie aq ade masalah terbaru...akak aq beli no pin uitm tu...and aq skang tak tau nak amik kos ape... siyes weh...hati aq macam xde prasaan lagsung time tengok kos2 yang dsenaraikan yang dia suh pilih tuu...payah la camni aq cakap ko... aq pun masih tak nampak lagi arah aq nak ke mana...


so, what should i do?


Like my friend said, We make our choices and our choices make us.. thats totally true.


then, kos ape patut aq pilih. dum kat matrik tu, mmg keja aq blaja balik la bnda2 spm dulu cuma kali ni lebih mndalam agy r..tuje... ini pun xtau lagi aq akan berjaya ke tak kat matrik. harap2 bjaya r kan? amin.


risau gak kadang2. nak amik fisio, mak aq kata payah. tapi dalam hati aq, kat dunia ni mane ade bnda yg mudah? kan? ianya cam bgatung kat kita la, shabis mana usaha kita bagi time nak blaja tu...


sebab tu aq still in confuse agy, sume kos yang aq pilih, sume tak kena. aq pun tak paham dengan jiwa mak aq tu. dia nak aq jadi ape sbnarnya?

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