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FUCK PHYSICS



bapak stress...
harini aku sangat stress...
stress, depress, everything...

why?

because of physics, i feel like wanna commit a suicide
honestly, i am frustrated with myself
and it happens every fucking time

i wanna be the best among the best
but it's not easy...

i hate myself so much
i hate this side of me
sensitive
giving up

Allah...
physics paper is tomorrow...
i hope i can do my best...

masa study group kat anjung malam tadi
together with syahir, mira, epul and solah
together we did the past year paper march 2012...
i dont know what was wrong with me

nak kata tak belajar?
belajar kot
duduk umah sewa
study with syaza...

but still, when i looked at the paper
reading the questions
why i still couldnt do it?

damn it...
this is fucking stressful...
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