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we planned to meet at 11.30am but somehow Qiba told me that she was going to be late the time changed to 12.30pm. we met in Times Square. She hasnt change at all still cute like always especially her cheeks! We hugged awkwardly didnt know how to greet each other it has been more than 3 months I'm happy to meet her We walked around the building floor by floor something caught my attention shoes nah, i decided to look around first mana tau ade kasut lagi cantik kan? so we talked and talked until we reached floor 5 which Kpop Star Collection fuck i saw MCM bang hanging there but chocolate color out of stock i will go back next month then we went to Asian Foodcourt Karrage Ramen for me <3 Kimchi Fried Rice for her <3 well, we didnt have much time to chat since her mother called to go home asap == anyway, glad to meet her my old friend from uitm pilah good luck for everything that you do in your life never give up and head u...

selamat hari raya aidiladha ! yes, harini hari raya korban rakan rakan hmm... biasalah pegi umah sedara sepupu untuk  makan2 sume well, thats not my thing tapi pegilah jugak hmm... masa pegi umah ngah hujan lebat gile sampai banjir2 ira baby dtg uma aq dulu then baru kitaorg pegi skali kakak aku menyusul kemudian mee udang makmah sedappppp sangat! tapi syg sbb kuah mee udang tu tumpah so sikit je ade nyum nyum la jugak makan agak kenyang melantak je keja tak guna jogging kalau macam ni haha pastu pegi umah cik senah umah dia panas gila aku pun tak tau asal berwap pastu layan la tv skali yg xleh bla aq ngan si ira tu dok menganjing satu budak ni kuang aja tol tahan2 gelak bagai haha sial je kitaorg

okay malam ni disebabkan kebosan aku, aku dah terpikat 2 group nih BTOB and BLOCK B okay ntah kenapa aq tgok variety shows dorg aku tengok atas dasar bosan mula2nya tapi tak sangka akan terpikat and btw btob tu banyak aksi bromance  so aku like like sangat hahaha one of the ep that i like is this one and Block B lak aq da gilerkan lagu Nillili Mambo uh hahahaha bapak ahh...

harini xde sepenat mcm semalam cuma badan da stat lenguh2 haha lepas tu banyak tol anjing xde la banyak 2 ekor nasib baik tak buat hal aq da la cuak haha masa jogging terserempak dengan aunt Jaya tersentap kot aku boleh pulak dia kata "Eh qila! Dah gemuk da sekarang," wtf... yes! mmg sbb aq nak jogging! sbb nak turunkan berat badan lepas dia ckp mcm tu terus membara aq berlari haha lepas lari pegi breakfast tosei hahaha tosei je okay xgemok pun hehehe

i'm telling ya i went for a jog this mornin yeah... sempat lari 2 laps hahaha agak semput mcm nak pengsan pun ade biasalah tu, nampak sangat lama tak exercise duduk kolej bukannya aq keluarkan peluh sangat pun ramai cina kat sana muda tua sume ada insyaallah aq akan praktikkan hari2 setiap pagi boleh tahan la jogging first time badan aku tak sakit2 lepas jogging tak tau la kalau efek dia lambat sket haha now aku rasa sangat ngantok tanak tido... but we'll see... penat! hahaha well this is the view of the lake :)

omg omg omg aku melayan bola je malam tadi haha FINAL PIALA MALAYSIA KELANTAN VS ATM apa itu atm ? mesin atm kah? haha bukan atm stands for Angkatan Tentera Malaysia tgok game tadi agak menyakitkan jantung la cemas memanjang!!! but atm kalah 4-3 dengan Kelantan atm main okay jugak cuma ada masa tambahan sbb seri 3 sama masa tambahan 30 minit masa tu da boleh nampak la drama team kelantan buat2 jatuh and ramai yg cedera sume anyway atm jangan kecoh kalau atm mendahului kelantan pun, korg punya strategi akan melengah lengah kan masa kan? defend sahaja diperlukan buat masa ini kelantan is the best. victory is ours. and aq ada satu player kat kelantan ni dari kl yg mnarik perhatian aku nama beliau Afiq Azmi umur 23 and pemain baru kacakss kanss diasss?? ahaks

alhamdulillah dah sampai rumah omg sangat2 lega ... sangat2 best ... balik je mak cakap "Asal adik balik je, rumah da stat bersepah," hahaha sorry mom! dont worry, org takkan mensia2kan cuti sem kali ni nak isi dengan benda2 berfaedah ! insyaallah sampai rumah, nampak buah buahan rupa2nya ayah yg belikan sbb tau aku nak balik... heeee aww~ love you, daddy, thanks~

semester 2 dah berakhir 19/10/2012 tamatlah sudah... macam2 benda unik berlaku kat aku... not unik sangatlah... but sem 2 ni... alhamdulillah xde pape masalah except for feelings lets kita recap apa berlaku sepanjang sem 2 nih... huhu LECTURERS AND SUBJECTS lecturers sem ni boleh tahan lah. Calculus - Madam Noor Azni , ajar laju giler. sama je mcm lecturer aq for sem 1 dulu == Physics - Sir Wan , well... he's a very charismatic, full of discipline and punctual. sangat berkarisma la dalam   mengajar. kalau pandang dia mesti teringat kat bapak aku. huhu. Chemistry - Err... aku lupa nama dia but her teaching skills is okay la. paham la jugak. kind and very sporting. Biology - well, not expecting anything for Miss Azimah . still the same. bosan macam biasa. Bel - aha... bel nih kecoh sket lecturer dia. dulu masa sem 1 kelas bel paling banyak aq ponteng but this sem tak boleh nak buat apa sbb lecturer dia, that is Sir Johari sangat.... kerek ... == Ctu - hah...

cuti sem bermula wahai rakan2!!!!!! macam2 aku nak buat bila balik umah nanti! and aku harap kali ni accomplish la... dulu masa sem 1 tak ter-complish ... haha... == susah kalau ade unifi kat umah dengan tenet lajunya... lalai! antara semangat aq bila sampai je umah 1. jogging pepagi, sit ups 2. kemas rumah, jadi rajin 3. atur makan minum and tido 4. kuar shopping (a must!) 5. makan, makan, makan! dah kata nak jogging tapi no. 5 tu bukan main lagi... haha == aq nak makan mana2 yg aq teringin! but jogging tu mmg aq nak buat! setiap pagi (insyaAllah) paling penting sit ups ! petut aq da buncit la syial... harap2 menjadi!!

well... calculus pagi tadi... entahla... ada yang boleh buat, ada yang tak boleh buat but aq mmg tak sedap hati langsung ada satu soalan related rate mmg dari awal sem lagi pun mmg aq xboleh buat soalan dia... tapi ntahlah aq tinggalkan mcm tu aje dah la 9 markah carry mark aq for calculus pun xde la tinggi mana risau risau...

okay aku nervous giler babi skang baru terasa nevesnya esok last paper calculus damn calculus ... calculus is super hard this sem... hoping that i will do my best ... best tak best aq akan update esok camne risau, nervous... dah la buat dekat bk InsyaAllah... aku da usaha... aku da buat apa yg patut yg tinggal hanyalah tawakal ...

semalam boleh pulak datang period ~ aku dah la ade paper jumaat ni last payyyyperr la tapi but still!! calculus kot~ agak2 la brader~ wuuuuu~ terseksa...aku terseksa~

satu paper bio sudah aku tumpaskan one more to go calculus hey! for calculus aku stay umah sewa study with syaza buat past year and everything well bio tadi... bolehla.. ade yg boleh buat ade yg tak boleh buat kuar awal la jugak hmm bio ni... masa buat dia aq pikir pasal physics boleh tak mcm tu? == aku risau giler kot hmmm....

okay saya disini ingin mereportkan bahawa kedudukan saya sekarang ialah di rumah sewa ! weeee~ i love here feels like homie ~ petang2 online and ilek2 jap malam baru start sikit2 refresh math huhu

esok balik rumah sewa weeee~ balik umah sewa and bertapa kat sana a week for calculus which is our last paper on friday so i will back to college on thursday jyeahhh~ anyway esok paper bio wish me luck!

tadi hujannnn ~ aq bangun 12pm sebab aq dengar bunyi guruh aq ingat da petang bukan main cuak lagi but best giler hujan! sejuk and nyaman~ pastu turun beli makanan jap singgah kedai runcit beli eskem cornetto vanilla akak tu pandang pelik "Sejuk-sejuk hujan camni pun makan eskem?" gelak je dia and actually mmg tabiat aku aku suka makan eskem waktu hujan mmg feeling dia best bagi aku la bila hujan da sejuk, makan eskem lagi sejuk! nasib tak demam je haha ==''

i can stand with people talk loud , laughs loud , and just fucking loud so rude, got no manners, no class at all everything

okay now fuck physics lets focus to our next mission biology baca biology ni kena ada mood xde mood sangatlah payah macam semalam ingat nak study bio lepas 12am sbb slalunya otak aku akan segar waktu2 camtu alih2 aku xtau nak buat apa and kesimpulannya? aku tengok katun, tengok running man, makan teruk betul

as expected... again... careless masa jawab careless! kalau la aq tak tuka jalan kerja aku... kalau la aq percaya kat diri aku... fuck... 6 markah hilang macam tu je... fuck damn it... tak tahula apa jadi ngan result aku nanti repeat ? berkemungkinan

bapak stress ... harini aku sangat stress ... stress , depress , everything... why? because of physics , i feel like wanna commit a suicide honestly, i am frustrated with myself and it happens every fucking time i wanna be the best among the best but it's not easy... i hate myself so much i hate this side of me sensitive giving up Allah... physics paper is tomorrow... i hope i can do my best... masa study group kat anjung malam tadi together with syahir, mira, epul and solah together we did the past year paper march 2012... i dont know what was wrong with me nak kata tak belajar? belajar kot duduk umah sewa study with syaza... but still, when i looked at the paper reading the questions why i still couldnt do it? damn it... this is fucking stressful ...

baru bangun tido and sakit kepala padan muka aku langgar pantang punya pasal kata nak tido 30mins je alih2 sejam aku tibai baru pukul 5.15pm mmg bukan waktu yg sesuai untuk belajar sebenarnya masalahnya aq xde masa lagi sehari je gap untuk physics nak taknak kena usaha! ditendang chemistry, ditangkap physics now otak aku hanya untuk fizik fizik and fizik! jangan buang masa lagi!

Alhamdulillah... once aku bukak je paper chemistry tadi... aku rase aq dapat jawab semua... well, betul atau tak tu kita tawakal jela kan? cuma aq tak stress sangat bila jawab tadi bersyukur sesangat... harap semua yg terbaik lah next paper will be Physics ... one of the most hardest paper besides calculus... study hard, study smart wish me luck, bitches ~

harini paper chemistry aku cakap kau pagi tadi... bapak nervous nak cakap pasal tido mmg tak la aku nak tido lena kan? bangun2 nasib bik tak sakit kepala atau apa lepas mandi refresh balik and kuar masuk toilet jugak la tadi nervous pastu berjalan sampai bk ramai students were waiting outside aku da start nervous lagi nak muntah , nak pitam sume ade jantung aku sangat2 berdebar rase mcm nak tkeluar masuk je dalam bk still tak ilang lagi nervous uh... adoiii... duduk meja, rase cam nak tumbang je tadi aku tak tau asal aku nak gedik sangat nervous lelebih Alhamdulillah ... tak lama kemudian aku tenang kembali... tarik nafas dalam2 and let it out... quite helping...

shit!!! twitter problem!!! shit damn it!!! bosan la aku no no nooooooooooo!! kalau pagi esok, masalah tak selesai, aq call center dia penatlah asyik nak maki maki. fuck!

sejak akhir2 ni asyik makan megi jer aku dah la in the middle of final weeks bapak sakai punca2? kekadang aku malas nak turun anjung kekadang sbb aq tak makan petang tuh adoiii... risau jugak dah la aq ada gastrik haha pape pun whatever la EAT RAMEN NOODLES. WEAR DESIGNER JEANS. Yeah, i am fabulous.

aku mengambil risiko dengan tak study physics langsung memandangkan paper chemistry esok aku study chemistry je even ade 2 hari gap physics 1 hari jer au giler la weh for physics aq akan bagi tumpuan more memang aku takkan main waktu sehari tuh

asyik study chemists je bila ntah aq nak sentuh physics nak update sket je nak sambung study balik nie tata done with calculations for chemists now i wanna read and memorize off fer now

apa kena dengan aku nih segala benda yg aku baca segala benda yg aq hafal semua macam... bila kat exam... ada paper kat meja... macam sial sume hilang macam kimak tadi paper ctu takyah ckp la macam nak sial aq baca bab 4 and 5 sekali kuar essay bab 1 and 2 asal nih... final kali ni mcm sume tak menjadi... Ya Allah, permudahkanlah aku dalam minggu final nih... semua benda tak menyebelahi aku... aku tak tau asal ngan aku nih... babi tensyen la sial

aish risau jugak nih tadi final paper bel 260 as i thought... even just bel, kalau careless je memandang tak dapat score jugak Ya Allah risaunya aku dorg boleh pulak bincang soalan bel depan aq babi betul lepas tu essay... aq harap yg terbaik je aq sedar aq baca not less than 350 words tu fuck! still karangan aq pendek jugak! damn! aq da baca kot asal la aq boleh anggap yg dia nak not more than ??? fuck fuck fuck! nasi dah menjadi bubur benda da lepas tu lepas lah... shit man aq taknak benda sama berulang! lepas ni aq akan lebih berhati2

esok da bermula final exam  we start our paper with bel i hope and really wish everything will go fine well... i dont wanna repeat who does? right now, i'm feeling sick not feeling well tired lack of sleep probably i'm taking too much caffeine to be honest drinking caffeine really help me out (sometimes) it gives me energy and make me awake i did realize i'm not cheerful i just wish this would end quick but 3 weeks for final ... anyway, all the best and wish me luck will update blog tomorrow... about bel... i hope i will stay positive

hoot hoot~ malam tadi dinner kat Melang Port ! lama tak makan sedap2~ yummy~ pegi naik teksi balik jalan kaki berpeluh jugak ah ketiak hahahaha anywaysss... makan tadi boleh la cuma ntah kenapa tomyam dia mcm xsedap sangat kurang apa aq tak tau masam and pedas kot? papepun syok sebab dapat kuar release tensyen sket haha snap a picture! by Dinnie

it was that night ... where us, girls, having chats... it was late night chats ... aku pun tak tau bila dia bermula but stat dalam 4am. .. we started to chats... random topics of course... ntah tetibe we were into a deeper conversations... it was between me and Yaya (Mek) she told and shared her biggest secrets i shared mine too... now after the chats i felt like we were getting closer, it was like we knew each other more... sharing room with her was kinda great well... late night chats memang satu conversations yg sangat honest ... i'm glad :) we chatted till 8am giler kan? now aq update blog ni pun da maca ngantuk giler babi rasenya tido awal kot malam ni kot haha