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RASEM SHAH


Okay2, jangan salah paham atau apa.
Gambar di atas ini...bukan la pakwe aq.

BUKAN

tapi aq nak bercerita sket pasal dia ni.

Nama dia Rasem Shah bin Karab Hussain.
Umo... 20. lol
okay, dia sama kelas dengan aq and sememangnya seorang 'abang' laaa...
first time aq tegor dia, mmg kompem2 la aq guna aku kau sebab aq tak tau umo dia, kan?
lepas jer aq tau umo dia, terkejut bin beruk jugak la...
tapi xde la aq panggil dia abang lepas tu. haha
cuma kalau mood aq tengah menggedik atau saje nak usik dia, mmg aq akan panggil dia abang. lepas tu, dia akan cakap, "Ah, kau. Jangan nak ngengade sangat la," then kitaorg gelak. haha.

sebab apa aq nak citer pasal dia?
tengok rupa dia pun dah tau dia ni hot stuff satu kolej okay.
kalau berjalan sebelah dia mmg tak sah org tak pandang. 
tinggi and ade rupa.

tapi bukan sebab tu aq rapat dengan dia.

BUKAN

ade sebab okay aq nak post pasal laki ni.
aq suka dia.
suka sebagai abang.

dulu mmg aq suka tengok dia, fine la. sape tak suka tengok laki yang kacak kan?
tapi lama2 aq selalu dengan dia, lepak sume...
aq dah pandang dia macam abang aq sendiri.

dia pandai, baik and sangat caring.
tak kedekut ilmu and mmg seorang yg pandai mengajar.
dia selalu ajar aq Calculus.

Pernah suatu hari tu, aq stress sesangat sbb lecturer calculus kitaorg ajar saaaangat laju!
aq ni dah la lampi, mmg kena teach slow2 la kan?
lepas jer dari class calculus tu, aq terus kuar bilik kuliah tu and buat2 happy depan kawan2 aq sume. 
then, kitaorg nak pegi lunch kat Green Cafe, and time tengah2 jalan tu tetibe air mata aq bergenang and aq tertinggal kat blakang. 
Shah, Ejad and Syahir sume dah kedepan dah, gelak2 sume.
bila Shah pandang jer belakang, dia dah nampak something wrong ngan aq sebab aq dah mula cover muka aq dengan tapak tangan. air mata mmg non-stop mengalir ah aq cakap kau...

"Weh, kau kenapa weh?"
"Ala, jangan la camni,"

sume benda tu kuar dari kawan2 aq.

bila aq dah sampai jer cafe, Shah la yg pujuk aq.

"Ala, babe. Jangan la camni, nanti aq ajar kau balik ek malam ni? Kita blajar slow2,"

Mmg dengar ayat tu kuar dari mulut dia, aq mmg rase lega.
Actually bukan sebab tu jer aq nangis.
mmg nak kena penampar la kan, nangis sebab tak dapat pickup calculus jer.
banyak sebab lain.
banyak benda bermain dalam otak aq bila aq nangis tu.

takot kena repeat.
takot kecewakan mak ayah aq.
sebab aq xle pegi sangat dengan Chemistry and aq mmg redha kalau aq kena repeat Chemistry. 
tapi calculus math mmg aq suka, and aq nak score giler2 for this subject.
kalau chem aq dah tak boleh, aq tanak la calculus punnnn....
korg paham2 jela kan?

so, kiranya, mmg pagi tu aq masuk jer class yg lecturer tu ajar but malam lepas tu, aq akan belajar dengan Shah balik.

Aq suka dia ajar.
dia ajar slow and steady.
step by step and mmg dia boleh jadi cikgu auu... =)

thanks weh.
tanpa kau, aq tak tau la camne.
aq bertuah kawan dengan kau, sekelas dengan kau. haha
aq mmg anggap dia sebagai seorang abang.

and utk pengetahuan korang, aq sepatutnya ade 4org adik beradik.
tapi 2gugur and 2gugur tu adelah yg sepatutnya jadi abang-abang aq sekarang. 
thats why la aq nak sangat tau apa perasaan dia bila ade seorang abang.

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