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MY FIRST CRUSH



Hmm...apa yg aq nak cakapkan harini...haha...xdela penting sangat
tetiba jer teringat cinta lama.
aq bukan kapel la...tapi kiranya first crush aq masa skolah menengah since Form4.

Nak bagi tau nama ke? haha.
Kitaorg sama kelas.
Dia nie pemalu orangnya, putih2...pemalu giler.
aq pun tak expect yang aq akan suka kat dia sampai macam tu skali.
Sebab aq suka dekat dia?

Ade satu masa tu. aq tak tau nak solved kan soalan Math nie...and time tu time rehat tak silap aq. masa rehat tu, aq tak turun kantin, aq pegi library. hee...actually aq bukannya dak ulat buku sangat...lagipun time tu keja Math tu nak kena hantar time tu jugak kannn...so agak cuak la nak menyiapkannya...punyalah cari org yang agak2 boleh tolong aq selesaikan benda nie...

then aq ternampak dia.
masa tu kitaorg tak penah btegur...aq cakap dengan member aq...

"Weh, kalau aq tanya dia, leh tak? Aq terdesak ni, mana tau dia leh selesaikan,"

And member aq pun kata, "Suka hati kaula," haha. Then, akibat terdesak yg mlampau, aq pun tebalkan muka, datang kat dia, and tanya.
Muka dia kopem2 terkejut ann....haha malu2 camtu la...then aq duk sebelah dia and tanya dia itu sume. and spt bese, dia boleh slesaikan...ahaha. dia budak pundai jugak, hokey.

Sebab apa aq leh ter-fallen in loved dengan dia?
Sebab tu la...! 
Sebab dia ajar aq. Cara dia ajar...lain giler. Slow2, penuh kyusyuk...dub, dab, dub, dab. aq suka. cam bangang kan? Takde, bukan nak kata kawan2 aq ajar lain caranya. sama jerp. maybe sebab dia pendiam, and aq pun tak baper tau sangat sal dia...and tetiba dia ajar aq, cakap banyak sume...haha. maybe sebab tula...

lepas dari hal tu, everything aq tak tau, aq tanya dia.
lama lama...aq rase, aq makin tak kyusyuk lepas aq asyik tanya diaaa....jer. aq xleh rapat dengan dia, aq segan. pipi, muka merah sume. mmg nampak ahhh...... >_<;;

and then, dapat tau kat salah sorg member dia, kecoh lam kelas. haha. standerd ah tu.
aq pun dapat rase, dia tau aq suka kat dia. 
tapi bodoh kan, it was obvious that i liked him and he knew about that but i still didnt confess to him...itu salah aq. -_-;;

macam2 laa...
aq teringat satu kenangan tu...aq buat muffin, choc muffin and aq bawak kat skolah.
sume dak kelas aq bagi...bagi dak laki la. 
dorg sume amik sendiri...tapi aq sorang jer yang offer diri nak bagi kat si dia tu sendiri. haha. and choc muffin dia tu, lagi banyak choc chips. XD adoiii!!! segan doh ingat2 balik kisah lama nie! XD

kawan aq panggil dia, dia datang kat tempat aq.

"Hmm, nah...aq buat ni sendiri, amik la satu,"

Kyaaa!! merah padam muka aq, tergagap sume. haha. XD

"Oh..tkasih," dia senyum!

Alahaiii~
aq takkan lupa sampai bila2.
even now, aq still suka lagi kat dia sebenarnya.
lama kan? cuma aq tak brani nak confess...
stupid.

Skang dia study kat Penang...nama pulak, F. 
ahaha. kalau dia baca la blog aq nie, aq anggap nie satu confess la kat dia... 
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