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BLOOD A THAT TORTURE ME



dalam diri aku nie...ada satu benda yg aq tak suka.


Darah aq>
Aq tau, aq mmg tergolong org tak tau bersyukur, yer, aq tau.
Darah aq nie darah A.
And tau tak apa history bagi darah A nie?



People with blood type A are usually serious, patient, and cool. They are also emphatic, certifiable, and believable although they are stubborn. Before they do something, they usually think first and plan it in detail. Indeed, they like harmony, peace and organization.

They do everything seriously and consistently, and make themselves appropriately. That is why, they will try not to hurt anyone with their words or speak unnecessarily. But, they can stand apart from other people. They also suppressed their feeling, so they look rigid although they still have weaknesses, such as nervous, scary, and many more. They lean to surround themselves with the same characteristic people.

aq bukan nak prcaya sangat benda2 karut nie, tapi lepas aq baca.

SEMUA BETUL. 
SEMUANYA MEMANG MACAM PERSONALITY AQ.
SO?
MEMANG SAMA AND AQ BENCIKANNYA!

aq mmg ade weakness. nervous, scary, sume tu aq. aq paling tu penyakit nervous aq yang mlampau tu.

aq suka berfikir. berfikir bnda apa aq pun tak tau.
selalu sangat, "Macam mana kalau ni jadi..." / "Kalau tetiba aq camni camne..." / "Boleh ke..."

mcm fuck tau tak. aq stress giler. aq cuba jadi positive tapi takle. aq maybe nampak kuat, tapi pengecut dalam nie. weak giler. aq kena depend kat orang. tau tak? and aq tak suka.

aq cuba taknak berfikir lama2, tapi ntah la. cam syial jer......

ahahhh!! malas nak tulis dah!!!!!!!

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