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semalam sebelom tido aq belek2 la JYJ Music Essay akak aq tu (1.30am)




Smbil belek2 tu, aq pasang la pulak lagu TVXQ. Time tu lagu Stand by U, perghhh~ Nostalgic giler rase. tengok2 gambar dorg, then dengar pulak lagu2 slow camtu....mmg kompem wat mood aq down~ haha ;p


aq rindu giler nak tengok dorg berlima tu. sape x rindu? every Cassies missed them sooooooo damnnnnnn mucchhhhh~!! To see them perform together as 5 is our only wish. Tapi tula kan, aq xsangka aq pun strong giler. means, still setia la kan? even kekadang melencong jugak pegi ke Infinite, ukiss tu. haha. tapi xde la nak jdi stands ke ape. JYJ side la, homin side la. that's nonsense. if you truly a Cassiopeia, you will support ALL 5 of themm, no matter what. They got their own reasons, right? and we dont know the reason. 


Why JYJ left SM?


Why Homin still stay?


They got their own reasons and we shouldnt judge them.


Memang rinduu and sometimes, jealous giler bila tengok other boy bands perform together2 dengan members dorg sesame...T_T it's pain and jealousy overload~ T__T i keep denying that i'm not jealous, but the truth is...T__T


xpelah...aq tau, satu hari nnti dorg mesti bersama gak. takkan dorg nak padamkan friendship just like that je kan?? 




Ahhh....I MISS YUNJAE THE MOST. ;(

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