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Shit dowh...aq stress gila ni....JYJ nk dtg Malaysia and aq dgar dorg stg 30April!!! masalahnya kan...mana aq nk cari duit pegi konsert tu?? T___T ianya KONSERT okay...bukan mcm haritu, showcase jerr!!! Ade 2probs skang... 1. aq xde duit 2. parents aq macm bg hint tak bagiiii jer..... xdela, ni SEKALI DALAM SEUMUR HIDUP TAU TAK!!! mana tau ni adelah konsert dorg yg last ke, pasni xdtg dah malaysia buat konsert ke??? o__o man...so stress siot. Aq nak tiket VIP (kalau boleh), tapi hrga dia phma2 jela...maybe rm800 lbih la kot...adoiii...kakak aq xpela, dia dah kerja, senang la hidup diaa...kalau xdapat VIP, tmpat rm200 pun xpelaaa...even aq kecewa nak matii.... =( =( aq tetap nak pegi! skang bapak aq kat Melaka, balik nnti, aqcube berdiscuss dgan dia. Shifa pun nak pegi, tapi dia kata maybe dia amik tiket yg rm200 la kot. xkisah la...kalau aq xdpt vip, aq amik yg sama dgan dia jela...:( damn la....aq nak VIP!!! Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:( aq mgalami kemurungann yg ser...

Okay, i'm supposed to upload this pics yesterday...but lastnight, i was so FULL and it made me lazy to move...LOL Semalam aq, mom, sister and unnie mal pegi makan kat Restauran Steven's Corner...idea ni, kak Mal yg suh (akak aq ckp la) dia yg cadangkann... Dulu, akak aq pnah bawak balik Roti Nan Cheese kat aq mase dia kuar dgn kekwan dia, and trust me...first time aq makannn....pergh, rase dia SEDAP SIOT. Aq ni mmg CheeseHolic sket...hehe =) So, ktaorg pun msok rstauran dia, mmg besar la tmpat dia, sesuai untuk lepak2...selesa, sejuk, ade kipas stim lagi..haha...mmg so comfort laa... Then, aq pun order...biaselah, aq order bnda yg sama, Nan Cheese fav aq!!!!!!!! ^^ Tggu punya tggu, akhirnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! tiba jugak Nan Cheese aq!!!!!!!!!!!! XDD SEDAPPPPP!!!!!!!! *Q* Bagi aq yg suka cheese mmg la aq kata sedap, tapi bagi org yg xsukaaa....hahahha. (shifa) LOL XD Pastu aq nmpak unnie mal tu decorate kuah dal dia pkai sos, dia buat shape LOVE. T...

Shit, fuck, damn...i just found this pic!!!!!!! look at him!!! super TALL, no doubt handsome too (of course)....you know who?? come on la...loser la korg ni kalau xtau.  He's our hottest leader in TVXQ, Jung Yunho bai....kacakk siott...dia ni mmg xhabiiss2 impress kan aq dgan ktinggian dia!! (korg ade!?) LOL okay, okay...mmg Jaejoong adelah aq punya bias, but the truth is i want Yunho as my husband  actually...LOL...and Jae as my boyfriend ...Yunho ni kacak, caring, responsible, hardworking...Jae pun samaa...but...ntah la...kalau image husband ni aq rase ssuai Yunho...LOL XDDDDD Super Tall and HOT and yes, he's JUNG YUNHO !!!!!

Aigoo...jadi budak penganggur ni mmg bosann...bukan aq kata xnak kerjaa...tapi pakcik ajar keta (p.cik Majid) xbagi aq keja! dia kata... "Ko keja ke? tak payah keja, blaja keta jer. susah nanti" itulah yg dia kata... =__=" dan aq dah bosann nat mati duduk kat umah ni, without doing nothing...tapi kerja pun bukannya  best sangat kan?? LOL mcm memenatkan je (mmg pnat pon) tapi tulaaa...xkerja payah, kerja pun payah.... Well, Ahad ni aq kuar pergi umah Unnie Sarah Nabila...buat first timenye la... haha. (twitter @sarahnabila5)...just hope that our date will jadi laaaa.... Then, this Monday, aq kuar dgan si Shifa tu pulak...haha. kawan sekorea aq yg gilaa dgan Xiah Junsu...aq harap ni pun mnjadi, lama giler xkuar dgan dia...rinduu!!! Kitaorg plan nk bebuaaaalllllllll je mmnjang!!! hahahaa. XD aq cuma hara pak majid xcall aq la plak time tu kata ade class drive... >:( hisshhhh!!!!!!!! >___< Ini dia...shifa (kiri) with junsu's pose... LOL ni zman...

Result is coming...and i still dunno what course that i wanna take. so stress...parents dah push2 tnya course ape yg aq nak...aq ade satu course yg aq nak...ok, let say la kan.. DULU ...mark that word, DULU aq nak jadi chef. LOL i know it sounds ridiculous for a Science student like me to choose that career... tapi mmg aq nak jadi chef dulu... Sebab aq suka cakes, biscuits...anything sweet la...lagipun aq suka tgok design2 cake yg slalu dorg tunjuk kat tv. that's why i dream to have my own restaurant/bakery shop. sound stupid? i know... tapi aq pnah cuba ckap kat mak aq psal bnda ni...and aq tersentap dgar replied dia..should i write it here?? hmmm...dia kata, "Amik la kerja yg bgus2 sikit, buat apa nak keja2 kat hotel ni kalau dah msok klas sains," see? okk...i never said that i wanna work in hotel...but *sigh* Aq malu jugakk nak ckap, tapi aq pun rase bapak aq pun xkan setuju kalau aq nk jadi ni. So, i know i'm so disappointed with my own parents...then, i'...