1993 Life

Friday. It's Friday everyone. I'm alone in this freaking cold room without my roommate. So lonely. Maybe it's evening, thats why i can taste the loneliness but never mind. without being lonely, i wouldnt be able to update my blog, right? oh well so... what should i write? what topic should i touch? anyway... meet my new friend, ekin! Danggg, she's amazing. she's just ... simply amazing. after we shared out secrets that night,  i know you would be my amazing friend, ekin. i tak tau apa your first impression pasal i. but i harap, kita cool.  thanks for always offer to be by my side, baby. muah kit. and this post... NO HOMO.  HAHAHA

new semester means new life and new friends. im 21 now. register course at AS1204A2 class. and tbh, they are all wonderful and unique in their own way. i had trouble for 2-3 weeks after the semester start. by trouble i mean, im dealing with my panic disorder thingy. first week, i couldnt enter the class AT ALL. second week, i did. but i missed some of the classes. my mom and dad? well they rent a house near in uitm just to look after me. we met with my pa, puan noor dina and she was very helpful! and then we met with rectors of hea and hep, telling them about my problem. finally we met doctor aishah abu shah. she was soooo nice! so nice that she said, she would ask all the lecturers to loose my attendance percentage a bit if i didnt manage to get to the class. about a month, im here. without my mom and dad. i still fighting, and i will always keep fighting. i have no problem at all for morning classes but evening classes. since one of my symptoms is sweating, i jus...

okay bapak lama giler aku tak update blog lepas aku putus dengan dia well, shit happens. aku taknak citer pasal tu lagi and kalau boleh aku nak kenangan baik je yang aku ingat berbulan2 ni aku mengalami benda baik dan buruk kawan tikam belakang, sakit yang aku alami lagi semuanya... next sem buka 25nov nak tanak aku kena tempuh jugak as a part 4 student bukak sem ni, new life, new friends and new everything In Sha Allah aku harap aku dapat tempuh segalanya dengan baik dan aku nak lupakan segala benda yang buat aku jatuh

first day of puasa without him feels a little bit lonely well... it would be good if i could be there for him bukak puasa sama2 kan? anyway, it doesnt matter because all i wish for our relationship is to grow strong every each day talk about puasa, harini iftar simple je memndangkan my dad was not here with us nasi lemak, mihun sup Vietnam and roti john menjadi menu harini itu pun tak habis aku la yang makan tak habis tu membazir betul ntah kenapa selera aku ni mmg terbantut habis recently but bagus jugak, kurang sikit berat badan aku haha bosan puasa tahun ni maybe aku patut out bukak puasa dgn kawan or drive pegi umah sedara but lesen dah mati hmm... argh... bosannya... ;(

setelah bermacam2 blaku kat ku untuk sem ni Fnally aq decide n extend sem atau amik cuti khas Beribu dan berjuta kli aku fkir bnda ni Dsebabkan kawan, especially Shah... bila fkir aku takkan jmpa dia dh untuk next sem Tak sekelas dgn dia dah, well benda tu mmg susah Start sem baru, aku akan sorang2. Aku tak kenal sesiapa Aku akan dapat budak2 class baru, budak bawah ku, umur muda setahun Hmmm.... Extend ni pun sbb nak make sure aku sembuh sepenuhnya Treatment and appointments with two doctors, benda tu susah Kalau aku tak extend, aku miss banyak class Dah la quizzes, tests dah buat Lab baper banyak aku tinggal Maybe better aku amik cuti khas Cuti khas and duduk rumah srsly aku tak tau nak buat apa betapa bosannya ya Allah... tapi mmg aq kena gunakan cuti yg panjang ni untuk treatment make sure aku sembuh sepenuhnya

nak sentuh pasal malang la kan khamis lepas kot tak silap... kereta aku, Maru tu boleh pulak buat hal rosak nasib baik rosak dekat dengan rumah aku cuma yang tak tahan malunya dia rosak betul2 depan kedai makan malu betul bila kita start enjin yang semput semput gitu orang yang makan kat situ sume start pandang usha2 apa masalah dorg ni kan and nak bertambah lagi kemalangan aku tu yong tau fu yang aq beli kat kedai makan tu tumpah jatuh macam tu je lepas aku bukak pintu kereta alkisahnya mak aku letak yong tau fu tu dekat dengan pintu and so bila aq bukak, dia jatuh terus rugi semua yong tau fu yang nak makan malam tu tu namanya takde rezeki and kakak aku pun bergegas pulang ke rumah untuk amik kereta dia sementara tunggu tu hujan pulak start turun makin lama makin lebat mak aih... non stop malang la aku ckp malam tu mmg jadi lebai malang dah!