1993 Life

esok balik kolej and aq ade surprise untuk dinnie, mira and yaya muahahaha i'm sorry syaza haha! ;p

study sangat memenatkan sangat sangat memenatkan apa ntah lagi bila kita tau sume hasil usaha kita lepas tu jadi sia sia aku tak tau nak kata apa apa yg aku tau study gegila pun result tak kencang mana ntah la susah kalau dah dilahirkan bodoh macam ni kan?

alright so semua nampaknya dah balik memandangkan cuti da stat baper lama cuti? 5 hari yer rakan-rakan... and aq masih terdampar di kamarku yg sejuk online well... balik umah sewa esok duduk berdua ngan syaza awkward though... but i will break the ice and yep, duduk sana study je keja aq bertapa kat sana so sesiapa yg dah balik selama bercuti aq ucapkan cuti la puas puas aku tak paham apa yg best sangat balik umah dapat makan masakan mak, maybe? well yeah, thats the best! almost two months i live here and i still stay strong

nak tau tak tadi nasib baik Ira kejut aku untuk pegi test kul 8pm tadi kalau tidak, mmg aq overslept, but masa dia kejut aq tu pun dah pukul 7.40pm... punya la cuak giler mmg tak sempat nak revise balik... mmg... tak... dengan tak mandinya, tak basuh mukanya... aq pegi amik test dengan pakai t shirt and jeans omg... betapa blurnya aq masa jawab test tu ade dapat jawab, ade yg tak but overall pun aq rase mmg aq takkan score pun utk test tu aku kan? takkan tak kenal

i skipped physics tutorial class i skipped hbu too... i'm sorry feels guilty a bit

esok cuti rupanya cuti yang di pertuan ape ntah punyalah semangat aq nak siapkan report sbb ingat esok kena hantar adoi hahaha nasib baik aq call Syaza... kalau tak memang esok aq pegi class sesorg ahaha bapak segan luls

harini ki well i thought it was going to be boring and i was correct but there were 4 groups each got 6 members and between my members someone caught my attention he was Daus Azri hmm business and management student aq slalu jugak pasan dia but aq tak expect dia jenis yang... macam mana eh he's a good leader has sense of humor too overall, i like him i was wondering kalau aq jumpa dengan dia lagi and nak tegur will he still remember me? sebab ki harni aq pakai tudung... sayangnya... we talked a lot during the activities and yeah... i like him :)

i've so many work to do report report report how could i manage to forget about submitting physics report tomorrow?! i'm dead will madly finish my report tonight! and boleh pulak ada ki sabtu ni i got no fucking mood to attend that ki thingy wasting time jer benda bodoh tu

i thought i did well i thought if i burn the midnight oil, i could do the test and quizzes i thought if i stay up all night long, study madly, i could do it i thought if i work harder than before, i could at least answer them easily i thought if i pay attention in the class, i could answer it without hesitated i thought if i sit in the front, i could change my marks i thought if i did all these, i could score for my tests and quizzes i thought i did well but actually i'm the worse i'm suck i'm slow i'll forever be lame and stupid

tadi ade lab chemistry tah kenapa madam bad mood sume benda dia nak marah, strict lain macam masa lab lepas takde pulak dia nak menggelabah macam tu ntah pape la madam ma'am, period eh?

i was in the middle of naughty thought yesterday since shah was absent , i was planning to put a prank on him katanya esok (harini) class math cancel so, i was telling everyone in the class to shut the fuck up about this and not gonna let shah knew about this so... harini yes dia pegi class sume dengan sendirinya and after kantoi, obviously he was mad and the he started to bring up about quiz someone pranked him ckp ade quiz math chapter 3 and 4 hey guys, it went overboard already... tbh, i felt guilty la sikit but as a behalf of the master behind this prank, i apologized to him we're sorry , dude majuk letew dia tu, hmmm