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wohoo~~!! malam ni kitaorg giler babi giler hahahahah diba bukak webcam beliaw rakam and tangkap gambar2 bapak giler beratusss da aq rasa gambar dalam tuh vids lagi la video2 ngarut kitaorg buat pastu pikir nak upload kat youtube giler kawww... haha gangnam , mocking justin bibier, hahahaha mcam2 sampaikan aq tak belajar langsung malam ni siot tol hahaha lagipun syaza takde so... mood study aq xde... haha (alasan) anywayssss... esok diba balik so esok aku akan mula siyes! i cant study and be serious when my bitch is around she's a freak and crazy like me hahaha i love you bitch

citernya bermula macam ni diba dtg lelepak kat umah sewa aku bukan lepak la, more towards overnight kat sini alkisahnya aq ajak la dia turun makan kat kedai bawah makan punya makan, lepak punya lepak TETIBA babi hutan tgah blari kat depan mata aku punya la panic giler babi haha dak lelaki yg makan kat sebelah aku tu yg mula2 nampak pastu dia pun stat panic, bangun cam hilang arah aq and diba pun cam wtf! sume dalam kedai tu ah panic! giler tak panic babi hutan kot bahaya giler babi kot babi tuh haha lepas makan, agak tak tenang jugak la masa tu rasa mcm nak balik pun ada tapi nak balik camne sbb kitaorg dok bayangkan camne kalau babi tu tetiba muncul kat tangga bapak ah... lepas kul 10pm we decided to go home dengan langkah yg agak ketaq slow2 kitaorg balik bapak ahhh... bahaya tol aq dok citer benda ni kat Dinnie dia pun susah nak caya and ingat aq main2 aq lagi la! ni first time kot aq tengok babi hutan besar and gemok mcm tu dah la boleh...

so... i went back to college (again) to see my carry marks ... and aq tak tumpukan sepenuh perhatian pun bila tengok carry marks aku apa yg pasti ade carry marks aku yg 20 and 30 keatas still alhamdulillah ... balik kolej tak pegi balik bilik aku pun aq xtau la apa jadi kat umah sana tunggang langgang agaknya haha =='' harap2 pinggan berbasuh anyway, fuck it final is coming and i wanna focus and show my effort i will struggle till the end of final

i got an insomnia recently hard to sleep as i close my eyes, things and stuffs  propped put in my brain changing my position of sleep countless time then i would realized it was already dawn shit man... whats wrong with me? am i stress ? did the  caffeine  made me like this? well i dont know... i want to sleep final is coming i want a proper sleep and rest maybe i should stop taking caffeine maybe i should stop watching horror movies? or maybe i should stop thinking or worry too much... I'm an A blood type i stick to think too much i get nervous over stupid things...

semalam dok giler bertekad nak habiskan j-drama Buzzer Beat dengan Dinnie mula2 aq tgok satu ep je ngan Mek ep 4 ep tu je yg ada dlm pendrive waktu tu pastu ntah mcm mana ntah aku la ni aku yg pi duk bukak ep 5 sambung lak tengok malam tu smpai habis ep dia bukan apa ep 4 tu mcm tgantung, so kitaorg xsabar nak tau apa yg berlaku selepas tuh haha aku yg bertekad taknak tido lambat sumenya menjadi sia sia haha --'' tengok citer tu sampai habis ep dia dalam kul 5.30am kot! giler kauuu~ wuuuuu..... (T_T) tapi drama tu comel pompan tu yg comel hehe

balik kolej jap tadi sbb nak amik barang sket there was a weird feeling bila aq masuk je bilik tadi... perasaan 'duduk rumah sewa lagi best' siyes... aku tak tau kenapa staying at my rent house is way better maybe sbb suasana ? sbb orang2 dia? aku pun tak tau... obviously ... aku ingat nak duduk sampai habis sem leceh pulak nak mengangkut bebarang... tengok la camna...

as we know, aku spent study week kat rumah sewa kan? my decision was right i study and i wont let this chance slip away i will ask Syaza bertubi2! haha :p Dinnie, Yaya, Syaza and aku je pun ada kat umah tuh~ study stakat ni takde yg stress sangat lah... Alhamdulillah .. ecececeh muka bahagia~  masa ni tgah study~ Dinnie sblah aku uh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand this was after study ! release tensyen dengan main game kat lappy aku! game ni bapak best, bapak mencabar! haha satu je harapan aku aq harap segala usaha aku berbaloi ... final nak dekat... aku akan cuba berusaha... memanfaatkan masa yg ada...  tak melepaskan peluang yg ada semua... and i would to thanks Syaza a lot for being there for me :)

so study week ... i made a decision... i stayed at my rent house till the end of study week! and my decision was right aku tersangat lah happy ! duduk rumah sewa sangat best ! despite we dont have a car, i could still feel the diff! the atmosphere was totally wayyyyyy better than kat kolej! i love it! tujuan dtg sini setelah hampir 2 sem aq tak penah jejak rumah ni? well... obviously nama lagi study week and aku pnya housemate bukan calang2 orang syaza kot! so aq stay umah sewa untuk berstudy dengan beliau InsyaAllah ... setakat ni Alhamdulillah ... takde pape masalah except the fact that i'm on period now pape pun~ i did post in my twitter few pictures of us so here we go ahaa~! masa ni Syaza masak breakfast untuk kitaorg. Pertama kali pagi aku di rumah sewa, and pertama kali jugak aq makan masakan Syaza. Simple fried rice! It might looked simple , but it tasted ridiculously delicious babe! Aku makan 3 pinggan! Haha masa ni pulak, semalam l...

memandangkan ayah still tak bayar broadband aku aku akan pakai broadband kawan aku untuk update blog gian bai tak update blog walaupun untuk sehari... wuuu... banyak citer aq nak share tersangat banyak... line tenet pun lembab nih... kalau nak tunggu ayah bayar pun boleh but kalau la aq ingat sume peristiwa tuh... aq nak luahkan segalanya kat blog nih... everything

memandangkan baru harini broadband aku buat hal setelah sekian lamanya nak dekat 2 bulan jugak lah... my broadband dah kena cut off ... so esok ayah pegi bayor harap2 dah boleh gunalah esok sbb aq tak sesabor nak guna internet update blog and lagipun exam nak dekat kompem nak kena bukak student portal print slip exam sume kan~

okeyp esok final test bio chapter 5 only bab cell reproduction bapak dia aku paling anti bab uh sbb banyak stages nak kena hafal mitosis, meiosis sume tu cam bangangggg je anyway, aku ada toyol haha dah siap2 buat memo dlm bb aku nih kalau ade peluang guna jela toyol tu tapi aku kalau boleh taknak la guna aku akan guna bila terdesak sesangat je haha wish me luck!

ahhh yes... aku mmg suka update blog aku memang rajin apa2 citer pun aq akan update benda kecik atau besar aku still akan update satu hari tak sah kalau xupdate iza tekejut tgok aq jenis yg active update blog nothing to be surprise about babe.. i love blogging i love writing down my stories... i love update my blog inserting pictures just to make it interesting to read :) just love ! i love my blog !

bapak malas nak pegi class esokk sejak2 minggu last study ni makin menjadi2 lak malas aku esok pegi ctu sbb nak hafazan and esok pegi class tuto calculus pun sbb ada quiz damnnn... bel dah completely takde and now tinggal test hbu je malas malas malas! aku rasa macam taknak pegi class and just duduk dalam bilik study sesorg yes, i like it that way

lapar lapar tersangatlah lapar ... memandangkan bahan makanan takde tetinggal kat umah kl... terpaksa aq ikat perut malam nih... ayah aq dtg sok pagi... btolak 7am and smpai mcm tadi jugak sbb nak hantar barang2 tu still feel bad sbb da menyusahkan dorg... hmm anyway da dapat brg nanti boleh makan!!

harini malas giler babi nak pegi class sepatutnya ada dua class yg aq patut hadir calculus kul12pm tadi and bio 4pm dah la cal ade quiz rasenye lah punca mengantuk? sbb aq amik ubat tahan muntah pagi tadi and aq tak tau efek dia bapak mengantuk camtu sekali aq ingatkan lepas mandi tadi macam okay lahh... last2 lagi mengantuk ada dengan sejuk and kesegarannya lepas mandi perghhh... lepas ni kalau nak makan ubat tu aku akan pikir dua tiga empat juta kali! bahaya betol boleh menghilangkan mood aq lak tuh fuh!

shit man semalam bukan main semangat beli barang keperluan untuk kolej segala barang keperluan lah last2 balik tadi tak bawak masing2 menyalahkan masing2 hahaha cool mom please be cool =.='' anyway, mak text aku kata esok ayah hantar barang2 tu balik kan da menyusahkan bapak aku im sorry dad~ >.<

so malam tadi out jj jap beli eyeliner and cooling pad for lappy aku i was wearing gangnam style shirt when suddenly a little boy shouted "Mommy! Gangnam Style shirt! I want that gangnam style shirt," while pointing at me okay itu tersangatlah memalukan hahaha anyway, yes.. gangnam style ftw who needs swag when you have gangnam style ? haha nice

sepanjang cuti ni aku tak bukak buku or apa kuar je memanjang dasyat tol final exam nak dekat ni kalau attitude aku mcm ni berpanjangan i dont think... i will be able to... masyaallah janganlah mintak2 dijauhkan benda2 repeat nih tingal 3minggu je ek untuk final? aq pun da lupa lepas aq balik je kolej i will focus more than 100% i will! Insyaallah

harini aku out Alamanda with mom and sister well, pegi sana semata2 nak makan waffles kat Waffle Stop haha dappppp!! aku punya kat sebelah kiri tu memandangkan aq benci eskem chocolate or anything yg involve CHOCOLATE aq amik waffle yg eskem vanila + strawberry actually aq pun xsuka eskem strawberry ntah mmg tak minat ah papepun melantak jela mmg sedapppppp~ lepas pegi Alamanda, tibai pegi Tesco lak beli sedikit brg dapur for college aku tu and pape pun yg pastiiii........ masa pegi sana, ternampak ada org jual baju Gangnam Style and apa lagi? beli ah! i bought 2 shirts! haha loooooooove it!

arent you guys jealous? hehe da lama aq nak baju Nii tahu? kalau korg baca older post aku dulu since form bape agy aku nak and then along pegi Korea belikan aq thanks along lucky for me one of the clothes, Junsu penah pakai haha see it for yourself!  teehee

drama antara housemates aku harap benda ni cepat habis aku pun taknak berlaku benda yg mcm gado2 ni kan but obviously, i could see the different after what just happened love letter hubungan kami da jadi awkward rumah menjadi lebih bersih dari biasa but one thing yg aq rasa banyak sangat berubah rumah kami dah tak happening mcm dulu lepas benda ni berlaku Iza pulak kata nak balik rumah dia balik aku tau dia tacing lepas apa Fatin ckp... it wouldnt be fun without her dulu drama berlaku stat dari aq sbnnya lepas kes 'cuci pinggan lepas makan' tuh... and now kes respect and privacy ... mmg aku nak benda ni berubah berubah in a good way la kan?

sakit perut pulakkkk esok ade calculus test 3 wish me luck dah sakit perut! acano nak study? xleh bangun terbaringggg je T_T ni sume sbb minum air bliss

so this is basically what i think about respect and privacy so we lived in this hostel we might have to deal with some issues right here they do what you dont like you do what they dont like thats normal but if you want them to give you respect in order to get it , you have to give it we should compromise talk heart to heart i appreciated what Fatin did gave us the love letter about her dissatisfaction regarding to our attitudes we, as a housemates, would like to apologize  i do understand what she feels living in RT (ruang tamu) dont have much privacy we're sorry if we were being loud too and what Nisya told me Fatin  used to disrespect her too saying "Eh kak Nisya menyapu? Bajet giler," wasnt a nice thing to say in front of people so, Fatin, you should take a look at yourself too and as for me i dont think i have problem with her because as what as i always say to myself to get it (respect), you must give it (respect) show resp...

sejak akhir2 ni ramai betul orang suruh aq bertudung asal ek korg ni? not that i hate it but it's weird .. tbh i'm not ready... and epul, solah, syahir, safwan ... semua budak laki lah haha adoi korg nih... maybe soon... soon la... Insyaallah... pelik lah... terlalu ramai ckp benda yg sama dekat2 nih haha maybe i am beautiful when im wearing hijab, right? lol

what a fucked night i was being a retard emo girl tweeting  nonsense... and i didnt mean to make you worried, Shah sorry... and yeah, all the misunderstanding since last night between Ain and me... all done. we are back like we used to be and yeah, all we need just a heart to heart talked right now, i'm in messed i dont know i feel so messed up, so fucked up, so damn frustrated ...

aku balik minggu ni and entah kenapa aq rasa minggu ni berlalu dengan tersangatlah lambat ... =.= not fair lah... balik rumah malas aq nak study lantak lah... whatever

I'm so frustrated with myself... harini test physics yg last... and i didnt do a good job at all ... damn why physics so complicated? aku punya berhempas pulas study malam semalam last2 pagi tadi test macam anjing fuck you test2 yg lepas pun sama aku tak buat yg terbaik risaunya... for final, of course...

AKU BARU TAU ESOK ADE FINAL TEST CHEMISTRY  CHAPTER 6 AND 7 bukan main berkejar aq habiskan chapter 7 dah la xdtg class sbb ponteng balik awal raya haritu hehehehe skang dah habis cover chapter 7 pasni sambung chapter 6 pulak wish me luck, bitches!

so the thing is... i didnt go for Scincis event pagi tadi the story was begun when i actually already woke up kan? but yeah... everything happened for a reason annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd i feel sorry for Shah babe, im sorry aq xde, xdtg sume tu kan class aku yg dtg event tu just 9org yg tak dtg tu aq xtau sape lah... malam tadi kantoi aq ingat dia marah lagi bbm pagi tadi bukan main tacing ngan aku so i didnt contact nor bbm him until malam tadi Syahir called aku, suruh turun bawak pendrive sbb dia nak note chem Chapter 7 uh so... bebual lah kami disana lalu nampak kelibat si Shah tuuu... and he came toward us dengan marah2 sume... lol i know what type of anger that he showed and yes, semarah2 dia pun sempat lagi bila nak balik tu "Woi, jangan lupa study for test chem esok," dengan dinginnnya bagi peringatan lak kat aq hahaha thanks babe and im sorry he's a good friend, really.

so last night ... i spitted out everything to Shah we bbm and i already reached my limit... it has been a tough weeks for me recently... as usual he gave me advised at least aku lega sikit lepas malam semalam meluahkan perasaan tu sume bukan apa sbb dah tak tertahan dah... Shah tu kekadang cam main2, playful but when we got into a serious mood he showed his matured side dia pun abang bagi aku and aq pun adik dia sume haha masa2 bbm tu sume we ended it and he said Walau sume taknak kawan dengan kau aku tetap akan kawan dengan kau sampai bila2 well, what was that? being cheesy all of a sudden... haha anyway, thanks babe... you're so precious to me 

finally final exam is coming da dapat jadual semua so aq stat final on 04/10 and habis pada 19/10 as usual lah... minggu2 nak dekat final ni mulalh aq buat perangai asingkan diri anti social dingin not talkative lock myself in my room semualah... aq yg paling aq risau skang, physics ... but i will try my best... i know i can do it... Insyaallah ...

harini ade jamuan uitm dekat dengan admin so class math ada and habis awal lah thanks, madam and yeah the story goes like this punyalah ramai and sesak org dok berebut amik mknn sume aq and kawan2 yg lain duduk kat kusi lah soooo... while makan2, aku pun usha lah org2 lalu lalang students, lecturers... and yeah suddenly, i spotted couples couples okay asal laaaa banyak sangat couples kat sini dorg makan sesama, jalan sana sini amik mknn thats fucking sweet, you know? mulalah terdetik dihati aq bila la aq nak kapel? when? oh great, boys dont even know that I'm exist being a loner sekejap kat situ well... bila ek? emo all of a sudden tau... tapi aq pasti pernantian aq ni nanti akan berbaloi i know i will get someone more special than you guys... InsyaAllah...

weeeeee lepas maghrib tadi Hizal called aq all of a sudden mula2 dia tweet aq, nak no aq sume so lepas aq bagi, dia called aq Hizal, kawan sekelas masa sekolah menengah aq dulu ketua pengawas sangat ditakuti kerana perangai bitchy beliawww garang wooo hahaha tapi dengan dak2 class dia sangatlah okay haha lepas called aq rupanya2 dia ada satu masalah nii.. masalah yg sangat luar biasa hahaha well, i kenot tell them here lahhhh... so we talked, then ended. then we continued talking after Isyak. so many stories that we shared and i'm kinda miss him too... ajak dia dtg lawat uitm aq nih insyaallah lah kan :) anywaysss, it was nice to speak with old friend nanti balik kl, lets meet, Hizal :)

bad luck qijae ha itu mmg patut kena untuk aku for today hari yg sangat membengangkan harinikan hbu aq dengan lepas bangun tido, dengan badmoodnya sume tanya la Masra kat mana hbu harini "Kat court," tu yg dia kata and ok lah, aq pun finelah lepastu bila aq tgah duk bersiap2 sume tgok2 Masra dah pegi dulu dahla pegi dulu, tinggalkan aq sorg2 bila aq turun pegi court, takde org aq called Masra dia tak angkat nice lah kan? lepastu aq called Ummi tanya kat mana sume Ummi kata kat anjung what the fuck la kan aq dengan baju lengan pendeknya pegi berpusu2 naik atas balik, nak pakai inner turunnnnnnnnnn bawah balik nak pegi anjung masa nak turun dari TINGKAT 5 ke tingkat 3 tu aq trserempak dengan Yaya "Weh, turun untun tandatangan je sbb abg Sam tetibe ade hal," betapa segala cursing aq keluarkan waktu tuh buat penat aq naik atas, lalalala tukar baju pakai inner sume last2 hbu takde pape but amik kedatangan what the fuck . for th...

aku ingat nak turun study Anjung petang nih kul 4pm punya plan baekk sume last2 tak jadi sebab apa? sebab bila aq bukak je tingkap bapak panasssss matahari bapak terikk =='' nak study pepanas camni? mmg tak ah kan dalam bilik pun da rase sedikit bahang dia ==''

damn test ctu is comingggg this Thursday dah la text book dia bosan! perkataaannnnn je memanjang! pastu hitam putih!banyak lak tu topik dia! mampos adoiii~ slow2 lah harini baru nak habiskan chapter 1 test masuk smpai chapter 3 omgawddddd aq xsuka menghafal!!!!